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And of course we went to the concert in Amsterdam as well! When we were standing in line we saw Jyrki walk by once, and of course Anna was the one to notice again cause she just notices her hubby everywhere xD I met up with my friends there as well, cause i knew some more people who went to the concert ^^

Then when we got inside Maryslim started playing! Oh i just love them! They're too cute ^^ My friend Jorine is really really good at the pushing through the audience thingy, so she grabbed my hand and pulled us very much in front, but then i kinda lost Anna and Anneloek! But they caught up with us after a while and then we were all together again ^^

When the 69 Eyes started playing we got completely squeezed o0 It so was not like the venue in Belgium, i mean this place was still small but it was completely sold out and everyone was pushing eachother and ugh o0 I really did not feel well during this concert because of all the crowdiness and the warmth and uh but i just refused to leave my spot so i got through it =P When they played Lost Boys some people actually started a moshpit o0 i mean come on, that makes no sense xD But it was pretty handy..i mean when everyone was moving in the moshpit i just threw myself to the front, i got really really close in the end ^^ This performance was actually way better than the previous one...the lighting was better, the sound was better, and even Jyrki didn't act as meholey as he did in Belgium! He certainly did less dances and moves (it was really funny when he climbed up Jussi's bass drums and he almost fell off xD) and his voice was just amazing o0 It really sounded like the record, he didn't start out too low or anything it was just really really good! =D

I didn't stay out to see Wednesday 13 again, cause i didn't feel too good i went outside to get some air. It was weird actually, in Belgium the 69 eyes were the main act and got on last, but in Amsterdam they switched and Wednesday 13 was the main act all of a sudden. While i stayed outside with Erwin and Jorine, Anna and Anneloek went back inside to see some of Wednesday 13...and they really shouldn't have. Jyrki came outside then and we got to talk to him ^^ He was actually pretty nice! Though he was silly...he thought he knew the dutch word for thank you (dank je) but the way he said it it was like junky...-_- weird mehole =P But of course Anneloek and Anna had the cameras so i couldn't take a picture with him =( But at least i got to talk to him, and he signed the playlist i got at belgium now! I'm lucky, i mean Anneloek and Anna were stuck talking to the stupid english dude! It was such a pity..they got outside like half a minute after Jyrki had left...

Bazie came outside as well and we got to talk to him again, he was really nice ^^ Though ofcourse the english dude kept talking to him...pfft the guy was so up his own ass! He really told Bazie like, yeah i can contact a guy to let you guys play at the bar MY band always plays! Like he had such great connections, and the 69 eyes weren't able to get any gigs themselves =S Come on, they're the 69 eyes, and you don't talk to bands that way when they are already on tour xD Stupid dude...I also got Archzie's autograph on my playlist now, so it was completed! Archzie is so cool! He was very nice =D And he kinda tried to steal my marker as well as Jussi did yesterday xD Some girl asked me if she could borrow my marker to let Archzie sign her 69 eyes picture book, but then he started signing everything with my marker xD Again it took a while to get back! My marker is sooo popular with the 69 eyes, they all try to steal it!

Well Jyrki had told me there was going to be an afterparty at this bar called 'The cave' and bazie confirmed that, so we went there! We made sure we didn't tell the english guy cause we really didn't want him there xD We sat there in that bar for a while, and then Jussi came in ^-^ It was really nice, Jussi was just walking around everywhere, and at some point he took over for the dj a bit =P Later the guys from Wednesday 13 came in as well, and they all sat at the table next to us! They should've moved one table...i mean i saved Jussi my lap! Hehe no it was fine like this..we could look at them all the time, and oh it was just so nice seeing them walking all around you! I went over to Jussi to let him sign a 69 eyes promoting card for Tasha, cause i promised her and i felt so bad for not having done that yet =P I told him i had to send that all the way over to Scotland and he seemed to like that, at least he was smiling xD And i asked for a hug and i got one ^^ He's the funniest hugger ever xD He's just like, oh yeah well sure why not, hugs, taps your back with his hand, turns around and walks away because he was so surrounded by everyone xD But i got a hug! I also asked the guitarist of Wednesday 13 to go on a pic, that was weird o0 He is actually even about 5 cm shorter than Jussi o0 I really could not stand up right, and still i'm taller than him on the picture.

It was very cool, we were just sitting there at the afterparty, Jussi and the whole of Wednesday 13, including our bassplayer, on the next table! It was pretty late then already, and well we were just about to go home when ofcourse Bazie and Timo also came...so we felt like we couldn't really go then! Eventually we did go home then, but i first wanted a hug from Timo but he just refused or sth! Pffft i did not like him anymore xD I was all sweet like Timo can i get a hug? (A) And he just turned away and ignored me! But he was really in conversation with a woman that moment, really flirting and everything so i guess he didn't want to spoil his chances with her =P I have forgiven him xD Bazie is way nicer anyway, he did hug Anneloek =P

I really got used to seeing Jussi everywhere! That moment I didn't feel fangirly and hyperventilating-like at all, which was weird because it was Jussi right there, and i should feel like that! But i didn't! That was so weird! He was just like, the cute guy in your school you always notice and then you're like aah there he is again he's so cute! It really was like that, everytime he walked by i was like aah it's jussi again ^-^ Not like WAAAAH at all =P Ah now i miss him i don't have Jussi walking around anymore!

Right now i still don't feel like waaaaaaah o0 In the bus home today that feeling kicked in all of a sudden, but now it's gone again =P Maybe i will realize when i see the pictures of me and the members...i think so xD Hm it was all very cool ^-^ I want to see them again! Damn you Anna for being able to go see them in Sweden as well!

Oooh okay i really have to make a journal out of this one =P I mean i'm getting stalked for telling people about it...so here it is!

So i went together with Anna (sweetrazorblade) and Anneloek to the 69 Eyes in Belgium ^^ Anneloek drove us....and she did fine despite all of her worries about driving to Belgium =P When we were there, we couldn't even find it. We knew it was supposed to be there, but all we saw was some hairdress salon, and some cars and busses parked. So we started walking around, searching for 'the evil people' =P Following black dressed people usually helps you find the venue! Unfortunately, the evil people we saw from the car had already vanished into the venue without us noticing it. And that is ofcourse when we realized that we were right in front of it, because the venue was really small and unnoticable, because the damn bus blocking it was The 69 Eyes' tourbus -_-

So we got there...we got the ticket, and it really was just a printed out paper, nothing special, and then we walked in and we saw that the Biebob was SO incredibly small! I'm serious...for those of you who live in Eindhoven, or have been there, well, the Biebob was just as big as the Altstadt. Even the stage was just as big as the stage in the Altstadt. Very small, it was great, seeing the 69 Eyes in SUCH a small venue =D

When we got there Maryslim was just finishing off, so we didn't see them perform that night =( But well then later on Wednesday 13 started...I'm not a fan of them, and i didn't know any songs, but...the lyrics were very easy! In the middle of the song i could already sing along to the rest of them =P Anyway they were really cool live! I liked them ^^ And i'm very glad i'm good at pushing...we started out at the left of the stage, not really in front, but i just kept walking and pushing through and making it through the audience and then we were in front..there was one girl standing in front of me, i was right at the middle, a bit to the left so i was really close to Timo-timo and to Jyrki as well =D

Before they started to play they walked on the stage to the backstage area, through the audience, because it was so small that there wasn't even a back entrance to get backstage...so we saw them before they even started playing! And then they came on stage...and i actually saw the 69 eyes!! Timo was right in front of me, and he kept smiling at me that was cool ^^ They played many great songs! But i laughed my ass off with Anna! i really truly did! Jyrki was SUCH a mehole it was great =D He did all of his moves and dances, they've never been that hideous it was too great =D Like the ass-shaking thing and the microphone stand was in his neck and he swirled it around, and then he turned around very quickly all dancing and everything! And the things he said...he couldn't be more meholey!! After like, the first song he said: Thank you Smurfs! whrer the hell did that came from =S and right before Frankenhooker he was like...Well, if Snoop Dogg had written this song, it would've been called Frankenhoe..but we call it Frankenhooker! Things like that, really stupid xD And Jyrki kept holding his hand júst too high, like...ooh you girls want to touch me, but i'm just two mm too high for you to actually reach me (H) And eew one girl touched his knee or leg or something, and then all of a sudden Jyrki moved and grabbed her hand and put it in his crotch and eeeew =S He's sooo meholey, great show!! And at the beginning of Brandon Lee, he held the microphone in front of Jussi's mouth, and Jussi imitated the crow, and it was great! It really sounded like a crow it was really cool o0

At the end of the concert, Bazie through his pick to me! I felt it fell past my hand, but i didn't catch it... But then i noticed that the girls before didn't get it either, so i moved around with my foot, and then i felt it under my shoe! So i picked it up and now i have Bazie's pick =D After the concert we went outside, and there were already some members from Maryslim and Wednesday 13, so i asked them if they wanted to take a picture with me ^^ The Maryslim guys were really sweet! And they had the most adorable tourbus EVER! It wasn't even a tourbus, they had to travel in a caravan, it was soooo cute! We talked to them for a while...and there was this stupid German guy who kept talking to us, and was all showing off like: ooh i'll go check for you if the band is coming out soon! But he actually had no one to check that with either...loser. Pff and there was this awful english guy...At this concert he still seemed okay...not too nice, but still not too bad either xD but my god he got annoying...

Then one by one the 69 Eyes members came outside, first Jyrki. He was such a jerk then...he just walked straight to the bus as fast as he could, with a cap on, head down, like no one sees me, i'm not gonna talk to anyone, i'm not gonna give autographs or anything! He just walked straight past all the fans...But of course Anna noticed him cause she'd always recognize her hubby =P Then i believe Bazie got outside, and he was nice ^^ He took pictures with us, and he signed my playlist, and talked to fans ^^ And then came Timo-Timo, he was okay as well! Then I was standing at the door they came out..and it was opened a bit, so i could see some stairs..and then i was like: Hey i see some legs, they look like Jussi! Yes and i see hair, i see jacket, jup jup Jussi's coming ^-^ Hello Jussi! ^-^ I took a picture with him as well! And after he signed my playlist it was really hard getting my marker back xD He signed other fan's stuff with my marker as well, and then he was just so surrounded by fans that he was very busy, like signing this, taking a picture there, signing there, picture, another picture...and all that time i was just like circling around him trying to get my marker back, reaching out my hand and he was about to give it and then he had to take another picture and i was just like uhm jussi? jussi? marker? hello? uhm? It was so funny xD I did get it back eventually xD We kept waiting there for another while, but Archzie didn't show up...Well i'm sure they did cause they had to get in the bus, but we had already stood there so long so we left before Archzie got there, but ahwell we still had another chance on friday!

The 69 Eyes had an awful lot of suitcases, you wouldn't believe it! It's probably one for Jyrki's sunglasses, one for his bellybutton rings...too bad we didn't get to see his bellybutton piercing xD No seriously, so many suitcases...poor Maryslim, they didn't even have room for many suitcases, they had to travel in a little caravan with eight people or sth!

It still really didn't feel like I met the 69 eyes...i mean, well i didn't really talk to them, but i had taken pictures with them, i mean i had jussi's arm around me! And jussi tried to steal my marker! I mean..that's great! but it was so weird, i was very calm actually o0 i was like..oh well there is Bazie, good he hasn't signed my playlist yet! Okay, now let's wait for the others! Ah there's jussi, okay sign playlist, picture? okay, next one! it was really routine, i wasn't too excited at all, it was really weird! Haha I'm actually glad i was that weirdly calm, i mean, otherwise i would've been fangirling like hell, and i really do not want that...so..it worked out fine xD Hm great concert ^^

Yesterday, 20 oktober, i finally went to see Children of Bodom at The Unholy Alliance tour. They are like my favorite band, that's why i went because they were actually the support or Slayer, who i don't like at all. But so i saw Children of Bodom for the first time live finally, and i was floating through the whole concert, sqeezing my friend's sweater =P We were standing right in front, cause we asked this big  bald biker guy if we could go in front of him during cob =P i love the guy for letting us. Henkka was looking at us constantly, cause we were calling him by his name which he didn't expected because most people were there to see Slayer. I even had eye contact with Janne, he looked at me, so i thought why not give him a flirty look, and he actually looked back at me all flirting and everything xD My friend Jorine even threw Black Devils (cigarettes) on stage, but they fell between the wires..

Then after cob we still felt like floating, and then we saw In Flames and had a great time as well. But then Slayer...well i don't like their music so much, so i was little bored... we didn't make it through the whole concert, we left at like..22.15. We were walking outside, and me and jorine started looking or the tourbus. The others didn't really want to follow, they were tired and wanted to sit down, but they are soo glad they did follow, cause we really found the bus! We were walking past some busses, looking at the license plates to see if their were any finnish =P but then i happened to look next to one bus, and there were some people standing there. I saw a cute guy with long hair, and in the dark i thought it was Janne, but i didn't believe it..then we walked closer, and it really was Janne!

We talked to Janne for quite a while... he was really nice, though kinda drunk, but not too much =P He kept saying: You're from Holland, isn't that weird? That was like their inside joke or sth... Plus he talked a bit Dutch, he kept saying Echt niet (really not) but with a terrible accent... he knew just fine how to prunounce it, but the way he said it it sounded gross like Yercht instead of echt...well anyway it was nice talking to him, he told me all about Finland, and what he liked about it. And when i said i loved the show, and i was standing right in front, he told me he saw us stand there, so it was not just my imagination that he looked at me ;)

I was still waiting for Alexi, and for Henkka, but i did see the singer from In Flames walk by and he said hey to me ^^ And then Henkka entered as well. Henkka was soooo nice! He didn't walk away from us to talk to other people, as Janne did at some point, he kept talking to us about everything and  nothing! About cigarettes, about soccer, his band, my city, joints, kebab, really about everything! He was sooo sweet! And he was VERY goodlooking o0 Jorine told him she threw the Black Devils on stage, and that they fell between the wires, and he said: oooh is that a black cigaret? cause then i saw it! yeah when i was playing at your side of the hall (he actually remembered where we were standing <3) and there was this little black thing between the wires, i was like wtf is that?=S but then that would be your cigaret! So we told him he should buy black devils sometimes, because they're great, they smell like vanilla and they're black and everything...And he said he would look for them^^ He asked us where we're from, Eindhoven, and he actually still knows the city cause they've played there a couple of years ago..so we told him they should come to the Effenaar again, cause it's a whole new building, and he said they're really gonna consider that =) omg it's awesome if they come to my city because of us =P And Henkka gave me a cigaret so i have a Henkka-souvenir ^^ Plus a hug <3

Jaska and Roope also came, Roope asked my name to write something for me next to his autograph, but it turned out to be too dark, and he was too drunk to write anything readable xD but still, i got writing of Roope xD and Roope smiled at me couple of times, and i shook his hand ^^ Also Jaska was such a sweetheart! i didn't talk to him that much, but he kept smiling at me and saying hey ^^

And then Alexi was finally there... Omg... (Yeah for me Alexi is the runnerup for Ville =P you might not agree, but for me Ville is the very God, and Alexi is right behind him, so imagine how i felt then ;)) It surprised me how small Alexi actually is! On stage you don't notice it, and on videos and pictures neither... but he's just as big as me! (I looked it up in interviews, he's actually 1.73 meters xD) He was sooo hot, his hair darker than i knew cause i dyed it recently..and he turned out to be so small, very cute ^^ He was totally wasted, didn't know what was going on, but he managed to sign my ticket, and the inside of Joni's coat ^^ Then he went into the tourbus, i watched him type in the code, so now i know the code to cob's tourbus xD  But then in front of that door he started making out with his girlriend, did NOT like to see that. Couldn't he just make sure i didn't see that? =P god the jealousy...xD

After Alexi went inside i talked to Janne and Henkka a bit more, Henkka started talking Finnsih, god it sounds adorable <3 The first time i hear Finnish in real life, i hear it from Children of Bodom o0 they were laughing cause i said the finnish i know from my email "Viruksia ei löytynyt" which means, virus not found xD and Olut (beer) and so on...God i still can't believe i talked to them..

Now i'm all hyper and not breathing because i still can NOT believe that i really met Children of Bodom! I felt like this when i met cKy, but this time it's 666 million times better because it's COB!! They're like the best band ever to me! It was so great that they were just talking and laughing, and including us in their inside jokes (You're from holland...isn't that weird? they kept saying that and explained it and all) just normal people! only to me they're not normal they're fucking cob xD

Every 10 minutes i have this stone falls in my stomach, when i realise again it was really Janne and Henkka and Alexi i talked to! I touched Alexi for god's sake! And hugged Henkka! It's stupid, it seems to me when i think about it, that it's a story i heard from another VERY lucky girl i'm jealous at.. God why won't i believe it? xD

I'm sure there's more, but my journal is already long enough i think....i deeply respect anyone who reads it all, who really makes to the end xD

Children of Bodom! Next time in Effenaar!  i'm there i promise!!

As some of you may know, i've seen cKy yesterday, and it was AWESOME!!

The gig was really small, there were like only 100 people or sth..maybe 150. And before the concert Deron (the singer) was just sitting next to the merchandise-sell, drinking something, and chatting with some fans,  and everyone of cky was just walking by the whole time, it was like,  Aaah there's Chad again.  Ooh and Jess! Ach and there's Matt! Most fans didn't even notice it was the real band walking there, because they didn't expect to see them walking by.

I talked to Chad a little before they got on stage,  he was trying to open the backstage-door, which he couldn't, he himself couldn't even get backstage because the door was locked xD The show was great, i love all the songs they played, and i was standing in the middle right in front of the stage. Chad was acting funny because he was kinda drunk and everything.. My friend was stagediving and everything, i got him on my head at some point, didn't like that :P But at the end i got the playlist from the stage =D

And then the show was over. We walked through the doors, and then we saw Jess, standing by the merchandise-sell, signing stuff.After a while the rest of the band joined him, so i got autographs on everything i had; my playlist,  concert tickets, my cellphone.. And my friend Martijn let Jess sign his joint xD  it all got filmed, so we're probably on the DVD =D Martijn was seducing Matt for fun, and Matt was all laughing, and like:  no we'll kiss at our second date;) 

My friends got picked up by their parents, but i stayed at my brother's who lives in Amsterdam, so i had to wait untill he picked me up. While i waited for him, the band kept walking by, so it was great! Jess was kinda drunk, he asked me where his tourbus was, and it was like 3 metres next to him :P And then Deron came by, he looked at me and we said hey, i looked again cause i was like, omg, that's deron!!!  And he looked again too, and then he started talking to me ^^ hi, how are you doing? And then i had a nice chat with Deron =) about artists who don't talk to their fans, Deron:  No, they don't want to have a good time, so they hide. They hide, and they cry, and then they go to sleep. And i gave him my bracelet :) He was so sweet, aaah is that for me?  did you make it?? He put it on right away, I would LOVE it if i saw him wear it at the gig at lowlands tomorrow, so i guess i'm gonna watch some videos of lowlands in a few days since i'm not going myself  =P

I had the best time ever!! I've never been to a show where the artists were just walking by all the time, usually they're only backstage. But at this gig there was no back entrance, the tourbus was right outside the main entrance :) I got all of their autographs, they all talked to me, smiled at me, shook my hands (Matt learned me his handshake, really complicated :P)

I still feel like i'm floating or sth, i can't believe i actually talked to cKy :|  i talked to them, touched them, laughed with them... =D  I mean come on,  it's fucking CKY!  I talked to Bam's brother! Deron came up to talk to me, i didn't even have to jump him or sth xD They waved and talked to us before we even noticed it was them...

They are all great, they're sooo kind! I've totally fallen in love with every cKy member xD esspecially deron, he was soo nice to me:)  Jess was a bit drunk, but still nice. Chad was kinda wasted, but even wasted he was nice:)  And Matt... aaah i'll never forget the look on face when he was surrounded by fans and looked at me all helpless, and said: i'm trapped :'(, And how seducing he looks on our pics xD

I can't wait to see cKy again, i hope it will be soon, and it will be just like yesterday... Right now i'm actually feeling homesick, but i don't miss home, i miss cKy xD